Am I? Yes!

Am I a little thrown off?

Am I a little anxious within?

Am I a little more tired than usual?

Am I a little nervous of my fever going up as I get dressed?

Am I a little aggravated that I have to be seen as an emergent patient with post double mastectomy trauma?

Yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes! I over did it!

Am I trying to allow God to help me think with clarity of mind?

Am I trying to pray for my anxiety to be stripped from within, for the fear to subside?

Am I trying to muster all the strength I can in Him, knowing He will carry me if need be?

Am I trying to trust God with my fever, and all the pain I am in?

Am I trying to turn my will, and my life over to God and say “thy will be done?”

Yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes! I over did it, “Thy will be done!”


8 thoughts on “Am I? Yes!

    1. Thank you so much, I helped my son move last week. Which I intend to write about, I just way over did it. That’s what we do as mom’s. Would not change a single thing even with all the pain I am in. God will get me through the pain. I just really strained my muscles they used during the beginning reconstruction stage. 💜

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      1. God is faithful. We don’t understand His ways but we can trust Him in our pain , in the dark moments. He is always there. Never leaves us. It is in our trails that we get to know Him more and learn to trust Him.
        Thank you Lisa for sharing your encouraging faith and story.

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    1. Thank you so very much, we can use all we can get. Helped my son, and we are now moving too. My dr. gives me the go ahead once I am healed to only pack. No lifting. Which thank the Lord we have that covered. I just over did it helping my son move. Which I would not change that for anything. He needed the help, and hardly ever asks. In fact he didn’t, we offered. So God will see me through. This gives me some down time, and more time write too. Thank you again, and God bless you! Lisa

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