Am I a little thrown off?
Am I a little anxious within?
Am I a little more tired than usual?
Am I a little nervous of my fever going up as I get dressed?
Am I a little aggravated that I have to be seen as an emergent patient with post double mastectomy trauma?
Yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes! I over did it!
Am I trying to allow God to help me think with clarity of mind?
Am I trying to pray for my anxiety to be stripped from within, for the fear to subside?
Am I trying to muster all the strength I can in Him, knowing He will carry me if need be?
Am I trying to trust God with my fever, and all the pain I am in?
Am I trying to turn my will, and my life over to God and say “thy will be done?”
Yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes! I over did it, “Thy will be done!”